Monday, June 27, 2005
Pagi2 dah siap, fetch fendy then terus ke PICC, Putrajaya. Sampai sana 10 mins to 9am. Fendy ada interview kul 9am. Ramai gak manusia. Register..then naik la atas terus tgk2 booth. Hah...blur jap! Tak tau kene buat pe.. Jalan nye jalan...tengok nye tengok...tetiba ternampak class mate dulu2. Ape lagi..gi la kat depa..Kae & Maniraj..Hmm...depa sebok isi borang. Lagi blur! Tak per arr..buat selamber..jalan2 gak aa..tgk2...pas tu...tgk org ramai queue...ape depa nak buat ni??? iskk...rasa nak je sms fendy mintak tolong. Tapi, ape fendy leh buat pun. Dia tgh interview tu..malas la nak kacau. Then..berdiri kat satu spot...perhatikan ape org buat...Ohh...kene queue..tunjuk resume rupanya...then baru lah org tu bleh set kan time utk interview. So, gi la gak beratur...then, tunggu la turn...tgh2 queue tu..dtg la sorang hamba Allah ni...tego..sembang2 la jap. Tak lama lepas tu, dia pun blah coz ada interview gak! Isk...kenapa sume org ada interview...??? Jeles tul!

Sampai je turn...dah tunjuk resume sume2...dia soh dtg la interview kul 2.30pm. Tgk jam baru kul 10am. Lama lagi tu...ahh...jln dulu..sambil tu bleh fikir. Tgh jalan ditempat yg hebat tul crowd dia..berhenti lah jap....keep on observing. Hmm..x lama lepas tu..nampak fendy..haa..lega..camana la nak buat ni...dia dah malas nak gi interview dia yg lain2 tu. Fikir nye fikir...balik je la...baik gi makan dulu. Lapar tu. Oh ya, pasal interview tu...x nak la. Coz, dia offer Telemarketing. Tak yah dtg situ pun leh dpt interview jawatan tu. Bukan lah eksyen, tp, jawatan tu tak adventure la..and diluar bidang minat lagipun. Nama pun MSC recruitment fair. Mesti lah ada kene mengena dgn IT, ICT dan segalanya. Dimanakah ruangnye utk Business Student??? Ehmm..sedih..sedih! Sob! Sob!

Lepas je kuar dari PICC..gi makan kat Alamanda. Then, gerak balik...on the way to home singgah la jap kat Taipan beli something for my pet. Pas tu..pecut terus balik coz, masing2 dah menguap! Sampai umah...terasa penat gile. x tau apsal. Ptg tu kuar lagi ngan adik lak. Isk...Mlm dah lembik. Hmmmhh...tido awal gak malam tu. Sbb dah x tahan.

Ok la..tu je kut. X best pun cite nih! ehehhe...
Daaaa...
Posted by Lynn Ross at 2:39 am | 0 comments
Thursday, June 23, 2005
I'm still in front of the PC. Not because of chatting, surfing or bz with internet stuff. Tengah dok menyiapkan CD yg org order...I got to burn 8 for tonite...and tomorrow nak serahkan another 8 yg dah burn b4. Altogether 16 CDs...kayo la esok! kekeke...

Semalam I'm not feeling well. Pening teramat. Tak tau kenapa? Sebelah kanan lak tu..isk...tp, yg penting I never take any drugs to calm it down. I just minum 100Plus mixed with air kosong. Then, tido! Nasib baik OK bila bangun pagi tadi. Alhamdulillah...!

Setiap hari dok fikir pasal kerja. Ehmm...ntah bila la nak dipanggil utk interview. Entah bila pulak nak dpt kerja. Dah x tahan dok rumah ni...nak kerja. Sabtu ni ada MSC Recruitment Fair kat PICC, Putrajaya. Cannot imagine...sure pack gile la...! But, I still hope I have the chance, at least 1 job. Dapat 2 bagus gak...boleh pilih yg mana best! :)

Emm...that's it for now. Nak siapkan CD jap...!
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
[Teacher]: "The Prophet Muhammad" (sall-Allahu alayhi wa sallam) told us that we must obey Allah and His messenger at all times. But who else did he tell us to listen to, and be close to?

[Children]: "My Mother!"

Who should you give your love to?
Your respect and your honour to?
Who should you pay good mind to - after Allah,
And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then you Father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothe you?
Who used to feed you
And always be with you?
When you were sick, stay up all night,
Holding you tight?
That's right no other, your Mother

Who should you take good care of,
Giving all your love?
Who should you think the most of - after Allah
And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then you Father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk?
Who used to hold you
Before you could walk?
And when you fell, who'd pick you up?
Clean your cut?
No one but, your Mother, your Mother

Who should you stay right close to?
Listen most to?
Never say no to - after Allah
And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then you Father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes?
Comb your hair and blow your nose?
And when you cried who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears? Who really cares?
Your Mother

Say Alhamdulillah,
Thank you Allah
Thank You Allah for my Mother
Posted by Lynn Ross at 7:09 pm | 0 comments
Tuhanku ampunkanlah segala dosaku
Tuhanku maafkanlah kejahilan hambaMu

Ku sering melanggar laranganMu
Dalam sedar ataupun tidak
Ku sering meninggalkan suruhanMu
Walau sedar aku milikMu

Bilakah diri ini kan kembali
Kepada fitrah sebenar
Pagi kuingat petang kualpa
Begitulah silih berganti

Oh Tuhanku kau pimpinlah diri ini
Yang mendamba CintaMu
Aku lemah aku jahil
Tanpa pimpinan dariMu

Kau pengasih Kau penyayang
Kepada hamba-hambaMu
Selangkah ku kepadaMu
Seribu langkah Kau padaku

Ku sering berjanji di hadapanMu
Ku sering jua memungkiri
Ku pernah menangis keranaMu
Kemudian kerawa semula

Kutakut kepadaMu
Ku mengharap jua padaMu
Mogakukan selamat dunia akhirat
Seperti rasul dan sahabat
Posted by Lynn Ross at 4:52 am | 0 comments
Monday, June 20, 2005
Sekeping hati dibawa berlari
Jauh melalui jalanan sepi
Jalan kebenaran indah terbentang
Di depan matamu para pejuang

Tapi jalan kebenaran
Tak akan selamanya sunyi
Ada ujian yang datang melanda
Ada perangkap menunggu mangsa

Akan kuatkah kaki yang melangkah
Bila disapa duri yang menanti
Akan kaburkah mata yang meratap
Pada debu yang pastikan hinggap

Mengharap senang dalam berjuang
Bagai merindu rembulan di tengah siang
Jalannya tak seindah sentuhan mata
Pangkalnya jauh hujungnya belum tiba
Posted by Lynn Ross at 4:32 pm | 0 comments
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Tak de ape yg menarik pun ari ni. Just dok kat rumah as usual depan PC lah ape lagi. Cari MP3 coz ada org order lagu...naik bengang gak mencari lagu ntah mana2. Anyway, biznez tetap biznez..if not...x de la duit masyuk! hihihi..(nak gelak pun x larat sangat sebenarnya)

Tadi gi minum ngan old-skool-mate. 3 of us. Minum kat USJ Taipan. Dah lama x kuar mlm2. Anak yg baik lah katakan...ekekeke...perasan! Anyway, cite punye cite...cam2 topic dah kuar. Of course lah cite masa skolah2 dulu. Well, to be frank, I'm not that close to anyone. Coz, I hate myself during skool life. Entah la..cam waste je! Coz, I hate to know how I am in the past. They said that I never changed. I know, I'm not a good gal during skool time. Biasa aa...budak-budak.

Now, I'm at the age of 25. And I think I've learned a lot about life. I have met a lot of people with different attitudes. And of course I can't simply judge people from the outside. Well, I can say I'm a good OBSERVER. Although I'm not with someone special, but I know what will it takes if I'm with somebody. It doesn't mean that I'm rejecting being 'In a relationship' with someone. It just the matter of how do u take yourself into this world. Hidup hanya sekali. And I will try my best utk tidak mensia2kan hidup ni dengan bergelumang dengan maksiat dan membuang masa. Amar Ma'aruf Nahi Mungkar! Nauzubillah...

Selalu gak terfikir...and talk to myself. What will happen to me in the next 5 to 10 years or more. Will I be success??!! Apa dah aku buat utk diri aku selama aku hidup? Apa dah aku buat utk keluarga aku? Apa jasa aku pada org tua aku? Takkan nak harap pada org tua lagi? Apa aku dah buat utk Allah?? Selalu ke aku berdoa, sembahyang, munajat dan mengadu padanya?? Banyak nya hutang yg agak mustahil bagi aku utk selesaikannya. Umur semakin meningkat. Perjalanan hidup aku belum tentu sampai bila. Bekalan utk akhirat pun x juga aku siapkan. Takkan aku nak biarkan hidup aku sambil lewa. Hanya mengikut arus air ntah kemana haluannya. Memang setiap yg berlaku dan perjalanan hidup ini sudah tertulis. Tapi, kita as hamba/manusia kalau tidak menentukan haluan hidup/masa depan kita, siapa lagi? "Tuhan tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang sekiranya seseorang itu yang mengubahnya"

My life is only for Allah the Almighty. And next will be my parents and my Mr. Right. Insya Allah. Selagi nyawa dikandung badan. Selagi Allah mengizinkan. Entah kenapa tiba2 tangan rasa menggeletar. Terlampau banyak dosa agaknya.

For whatever reason I still want to thank Allah for what have I experienced for this 25 years of life. Although while with friends I always talk about Cars, Travelling, or rubbish. It just from my experienced and a little knowledge that I owned. Weird huh, when a women/lady didnt talk about cooking, house-keeping. hahaha...I'm not focusing to anyone else. I'm talking about myself. Ape topic org perempuan selalunya?? It's better to talk about our interest rather than mengumpat or mengata org lain. Hehehe...cam busy body pun ade gak kalau gitu.

Arhh....people also have their rights to judge. I dont mind! I accept that! Thanks for the sincerity. I hope that I can improve myself so that I can be a better person. So that the tiny me will have good future. ;-)

Since I'm in the condition of 'unemployed', I really hope I will get a good job, good pay, good future and never forget the responsibility of being a "hamba Allah". I love my religion, I love my family. And I always pray that every Muslims in this world will have the "kebaikan dunia dan akhirat". Amin.

And I do bersyukur dgn ape yg ada. I have my family around. I have my first degree at the age of 25. Although its kind of late but, I manage to graduate. Insya Allah. And I believe that semua ni datangnya dari Allah swt. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Okay la..that's it. Thats the ''Emo" part of me. Oh ya..this blog was meant for "SOLILOQUY" only. Sorry if any of you feel disturbed. No hard feelings! No offense!
Posted by Lynn Ross at 3:45 pm | 1 comments
Friday, June 17, 2005
As for today, nothing much! Cuma pagi tadi jadi 'supir' to my old skool buddy ehhehe...buddy ke..x de la...Fendy...tlg bwk dia gi interview kat Mont Kiara...The place wasn't that bad. While waiting for him, gi beli newspaper then gi Delifrance beli Ice Lemon Tea dok la kat situ sambil baca paper. Ada gak tgk2 kat recruitment section...tapii..entah la. Cam x de yg sesuai je.

Sian kat fendy..ehehe..mintak jawatan lain..di interview utk jawatan lain. Angin betul member masa tu...takot gak tgk! Tp, dia leh control. Right after that, we singgah kat MV...ape lagi..muvee la..BATMAN BEGINS... Then, lunch at..arhh..x yah la cite..! Malas.. Cite pasal Batman nak la...so far..cite dia..agak menarik la..coz, I dont know the asal usul Batman actually. So, this story help me la in order to know where does Batman came from.

That's it! Whatever it is...Fendy...Thanxxx!!!

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Posted by Lynn Ross at 9:04 am | 0 comments
Yea! Yea! Dah reti...!!!!
Woohhooo....
Thanx Fendy! Hik...hik...hik...
Lepas ni akan penuh la dgn gambar2...!

Thanx gak kat Sis Majidah for the html code.
Maklumlah...jahil skit bab computer ni. ehehe..
Am I?? Whatever it is..BEST!!!!


Posted by Lynn Ross at 3:30 am | 0 comments
Thursday, June 16, 2005

Hmmpphh.....Comel pulak tengok fone tu..ish..ish....That's my new fone!!!! Yeeehhaaa...Syukur Alhamdulillah... Posted by Hello
Actually, I'm not a Nokia 'user'...ntah camana...I've been defeated by Nokia!! And I say goodbye to my Innostream 90. sob! sob!
Posted by Lynn Ross at 12:32 pm | 0 comments
Masih x pandai2 nak letak gambar dlm blog ni..isk....ajar le...sesapa...plss...sob! sob!
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
AsSalamualaykum,

This is my first time in Blogger.com.
And let me begin with " In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful "

This is not my first time writing a blog. Well, I've a few blogs in MySpace and Friendster. I guess I'm gonna delete my Friendster's blog. Coz, dia leceh skit. And whatever I've posted in MySpace and Friendster I will post it here. Insya Allah.

One more thing, actually, x de la heran sangat nak join blogger.com ni. Cuma, lately ni ada view my old skool mate page..so, cam best la pulak. ehehe..tu yg join tu! Compliment to you Mr.FendyZaidan!!

That's it for now. Sayonara!
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