Friday, June 30, 2006
I was thinking to have a walk + jog this morning, unfortunately I'm so lazy and my both shoulder pain. Tidur yang tidak betul. :(

But, now I feel OKE. And tired. Just came back from ROC. I feel so sleepy.. Ngantuk amat ni...tapi, time dah 5.02PM. Jadi agak tidak logik untuk tidur waktu segini. Tapi, ngantuuuuuuukkkkkk!!!!! :(
Posted by Lynn Ross at 5:03 pm | 0 comments
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Dak tau mau nulis apa...
Dak tau mau cerita apa..
Dak tau mau apa...
Hari ni dak lakukan apa2...
Cuman seharian dirumah...
Itu aja deh...
Malas banget hari ini.. ;P

Daaa
Posted by Lynn Ross at 7:07 pm | 0 comments
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Assalamualaikum,

Barusan pulang jogging + morning walk. Cuuaaappeeek nihh. Dah lama tak jog+walk segitu. Oke la...jog skit je..yg selebihnya jalan...hee hee.. Tak tahan kaki ni.. huhuhu..

Yang penting, hati & pikiran lebih tenang. Dah tgk pohon2 hijau, rumput2 hijau, air dalam small lake dan kura2+ikan2. Alhamdulillah...:))

Masa duduk dibench, mcm2 persoalan bermain dipikiran. Ya, ttg macam2. Tapi, rasa cam redho aja. Karna ada perkara yg dtg ato disekeliling kita seperti orang, brg2, keadaan, program, dll.. yang kita tak suka, tak tau nak get rid gimana. Hanya mampu berdoa mohon beri sedikit kekuatan dan minta ia pergi dgn sendiri. I don't want to use my evil way. Hope it will go and understand.

While walking, I feel like smiling to everyone there. :) But, I didn't look at everyone face pun. Hahaha..Just smile to the tree, flower, semua kejadian tuhan lah yang sebetulnya. :))

Till then, wassalam.

Yang penting, tenaaannnggggg. :))
Posted by Lynn Ross at 8:41 am | 0 comments
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Posted by Lynn Ross at 9:57 pm | 0 comments

Narsis tadi sore sambil nunggu ibu nyiap2 utk ke mal. :D
Posted by Lynn Ross at 9:45 pm | 0 comments


Hah! finally... see that!!!
Woohhooooo... udah anaa dapatkannyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...yeaahaaa...
Fanatic Fan...:) I just bought it from Mall nearby. As soon as my brother inform me, I take the car keys and zooommm...to get it! How evil am I?? hee hee... Actually, I already have the full album mp3. But, I still want the CLEAR one.
Keren bangettttt!!!

Daa...
Posted by Lynn Ross at 8:53 pm | 0 comments
Hari ni, agak telat bangun tidurnya. Yang pasti, subuh ku tidak berlalu koq.

Jam 7.30AM, bersiap2 utk ke kota. Ya, mana lagi kalo gak ke KL. Anaa sama Abg. Ngah dihantar oleh ibu anaa ke stasiun LRT dimana kakak ipar anaa udah nunggu disana. Terus kami berangkat ke The Mall, untuk urusan pendaftaran new company.

eh..udah omong indo nya...

Pada pikiran kami tu, sure ramai. Tiba disana, kelihatan 5 hingga 6 orang disitu yg menunggu giliran. Oke..line clear..bagus. Urusannya agak cepat..dalam 10 minit, semuanya sudah beres! Anaa tak akan pulang dgn tangan kosong. :) Singgah di McD, beli breakfast. Lapar tuu...

Kemudian terus ke stesyen, dan naik LRT utk balik. Mudahkan urusan kami? Selesai terus balik. Dalam LRT, anaa sempatkan makan hash brown potato..Yeess.. :) Abg Ngah anaa hanya mampu gelengkan kepala. Mana taknya, kerja anaa lately ni asyik makan, makan dan makan aja. Ada potensi utk membesar?? ohh tidakkk....hanya muka aja yang akan sedikit tembam dan perut la kut..sedikit naik. Part ni yang paling anaa tak berkenan. Jadi, i'm gonna slow down my makan2. Hehe..agar tidak terus membesar. Jaga badan babe! Itu kata oranglah.. To me, I just like the way I am. Slim. Hahahaha..

Apsal banyak cerita ttg makan ni..ishh...oke.. enuff about that. Me and my bro. di jemput oleh ibu. We decided to go to Bangsar. As usual, buy some lauk for lunch and to the supermarket. I drive the car all the way. Anaa lebih percaya dan selesa memandu daripada menjadi penumpang dibelakang. Serious!!!

Selesai disana..tiba rumah...rehat2 + makan. Tgk Malin Kundang then, rush to mall nearby to get my CD and wait for the next show, Ku Tlh Jatuh Cinta.

That's all for now.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 8:50 pm | 0 comments
Monday, June 26, 2006
KURSUS PENGHAYATAN SOLAT & MUHASABAH DIRI: MENURUT DALIL DAN PERSPEKTIF MAZHAB

TARIKH:
22 Julai 2006

TEMPAT
Dewan Besar, Tabung Haji, Menara Tabung Haji, Jalan Tun Abd Razak, KL

YURAN :
RM 70 ( Anjuran Bersama At-Tibyan & Institut Pengajian Islam Al-Barakah
(merangkumi 3 kali makan minum dan kertas kerja)

UNTUK PENDAFTARAN:
Hubungi :
019-388 5486 atau 017-681 7810
atau email ke:
tibyan2006@gmail.com


p/s:highly recommended! siapa yang tak pergi sangatlah rugi. InsyaALLAH puas nanti. Coba dulu.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 8:23 pm | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum,

Pheww!!! Finally I manage to have a new look of my blog. Hee hee

Walaupun ia gak begitu bagus..as for me ia udah cukup keren. Ini karena I'm not computer specialist. Thanks zillion to Fendy..yang banyak membantu. hee hee.. Credit also to my Abg Lang. Cuma satu lagi yang masih belum dapatin iaitu shoutbox keren dari shouthuns. Iya, gak tau gimana sich.

Yang penting, layout skrg cantikkkkkk.... :))

Itu ajah...daaaa..
Posted by Lynn Ross at 3:44 pm | 0 comments
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Assalamualaikum,

Plan hari ini tergendala akibat anaa diserang penyakit yang sama dari awal pagi sehingga ke tgh hari. Alhamdulillah, anaa kembali normal setelah minum obat dan istirahat.

Rencananya mau ketemu sama teman SMA atau sekolah tapi, anaa tak dapat beri kata putus sebab sakit yg datang secara mendadak. Apa-apa pun, anaa sudah sehat, InsyaALLAH, dan back on the track.

Wassalam.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 2:08 pm | 5 comments
Friday, June 23, 2006
Pagi, 9.35AM..berangkat to KL. Meeting my aunty untuk dapatkan signature. Oh ya, I dah dapat approval utk tangguh bayar balik pinjaman pelajaran. So, kenalah authorise juga by my 2 guarantor. My aunt and my mom. Lambat juga sampe di area officenya. Mana tak lambat, salah tempat. Aduhhh...malu sendiri. The office di Kg.Baru. Anaa gi Jln. TAR. hee hee..

Sampai..tunggu kat tepi jalan..ada enforcer soh gerak lak..tp, anaa angkat tgn ckp jap jer..hee hee..tak lama lepas tu..my aunt dah turun..sign2..oke..then..anaa terus ke TNB untuk dapatkan pengesahan by eksekutif TNB pula. Also mintak tlg from another aunty, sekejap aja..within 10 minutes, semua beres.

Next stop, campus. Hurm...before ke campus, anaa singgah diBangsar, beli lauk for lunch. 3 to 4 rounds baru dapat parking. Lepas dah beli, terus ke campus. Anaa terlambat sampai..anaa sampai betul2 org semua keluar gi lunch. Aduhh..frustnya. Tapi, nasib baik ada staff kat situ kasi tau suruh anaa letak aja surat tu kat counter. fuuhh... lega. Tak kan anaa nak datang semula. Penat dan jauh. Sekarang semua jauh..dulu masa belajar, tak ada pulak kisahnya. Ampang tu pun dekat. Eh, Ampang pulak..hee hee..

Settle aja..anaa terus pecut balik..tak tahan. Lapaaarrr... Dari mula keluar rumah dan sepanjang perjalanan.. Anaa dok SMS aja kerjanya. SMS dari Y!Msgr. Bertalu2 masuk.. ishh..sabar aja la. At least anaa tak sunyi. Tu yang best!!! Gara2 membalas SMS, anaa tersasar ke arah lain. Aduh..nasib baik boleh pusing balik. Yang penting semua dah selesai. Alhamdulillah.

That's all for now. Wassalam
Posted by Lynn Ross at 4:24 pm | 0 comments
I really like Ratu. Not only like them...i love them! Best...asyik! Cocok! Ratu emang keren banget. Antara their top song yang biasa didenger diradio, I like almost all in the new album.

Untuk lagu yg kat bawah ni..hurmm..terlalu mendalam maksudnya. Dan entah bagaimana lagunya dan liriknya mirip with what I've been through recently. Quite sedih juga..but, I got to be strong and accept the consequences and also the outcome. I'm the one yang cari masalah..now, tanggung la sendiri. :(

Sakit betul rasanya bila jauh ya... Actually, it's the matter of how you tackle/handle the problem/situation. Cakap seperti orang kuat..tp, hakikatnya...aduhhh.... ALLAH sahaja yang tahu. Yang pasti, it's not that serious. But, as for me..quite tough juga. And it takes some time for me to let things go. Dalam hati kecil ni masih ada 'a little hope' agar things will get back to normal, as usual and as before. Kalau tak boleh...tak boleh la. Nak buat camana lagi. Semuakan kehendak Tuhan. Dia lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kita. Tawakkal dan berserah aja.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 3:54 pm | 0 comments


dear diary ku ingin cerita kepadamu
tentang nya yang dulu singgah di hatiku
sejak itu hidupku jadi bahagia
karena dia slalu ada di hidupku

tapi kini dia menghilang
dan tak tau entah (berada) dimana
diaryku ku merindukannya
pujaanku engkau ada dimana

telah habis air mata
tak sekedar kata2 ku curahkan
harusnya aku berlari sampai ke ujung dunia
untuk mencarinya
Posted by Lynn Ross at 12:40 am | 0 comments
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Assalamualaikum,

Hari ni..kira oke than semalam. Harap2 sampai ke malam oke la. Actually semalam sebelum tido up to pagi rasa seram sejuk. Sbb apa, tak mo cakap dah.

As for now, kondisi baek2 aja. Oh ya, entry semalam lagu Siti. Anaa bukanlah Siti's fan. Tapi, anaa cam suka lak dgn lagu tu. Hee hee...sampe ada org kata anaa jiwang. Sesekali layan lagu jiwang oke ape...:P

Lately anaa jadi alarm clock! hee hee...:) Siapa yang terasa tu..paham2 aja la. Tak kisah pun, sbb anaa mmg nak bangun..jadi kira no harm la.. hee hee.. Saja nak kasi tau semua orang.. :) alaa..bukan siapa tau pun.

Oke la..tak tau nak type apa lagi..till then.

Wassalam
Posted by Lynn Ross at 11:52 am | 0 comments
Wednesday, June 21, 2006

pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada di tempatku
membayangkan pahit manis berlaku
tak siapa yang tahu

mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
tak kan ku melupakan
tiada pertimbangan

keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiadaku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

semakin aku hitung dalam cinta
tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta

keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiadaku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

ooooooo
dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada ditempatku...
Posted by Lynn Ross at 8:54 am | 1 comments
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Assalamualaikum...

Agak2 title kat atas tu berkenaan dgn apa???

Anaa tak leh stress la....tak leh kena marah...tak leh kena apa2 yg membuat hati ni sedih. Aduhhh..kenapa lah yea...

Rasanya dah oke tadi...eeee....geramnya.. :(

Nak nangis aje rasanya ni...huhuhuhu....

Tak mo cakap apa2 dah...biarlah lepas ni jadi apa2...lantak la. Ikut suka.

By the way, anaa kena tegur by someone with my yesterday's entry. Let me just quote what the person said to me:

"jgn fikir yang bukan2 boleh tak, ingat yang baik2 dan positive jer..insyaAllah tak ada ape2...do blood test first. then proceed to next."

Huhuhuhuhu...
Posted by Lynn Ross at 1:51 pm | 0 comments
Monday, June 19, 2006
Assalamualaikum,

Anaa sendiri nak tau sebenarnya ttg MRI scan tu. Am I sick?? Anaa sendiri tak tau. Almost everyday...tapi kenapa ya? Pelik juga ni? Ada yg ingat anaa main hujan la..ish..ngarut..dah tua2 segini..tak de kerja lain apa.

Coba tgk balik apa dia kata dlm entry tu "MRI scan gives very detailed pictures it is the best technique when it comes to finding tumours (benign or malignant abnormal growths) in the brain."

Jangan2 anaa kena...

Ahh...tak kut...tapi kalau betul2 camana?? Tak kut...omong kosong! Possibility tu ada aja kan?? Tak la rasanya..

Cukup la utk hari ni..

Wassalam
Posted by Lynn Ross at 11:08 am | 0 comments
Using an MRI scanner, it is possible to make pictures of almost all the tissue in the body. The tissue that has the least hydrogen atoms (such as bones) turns out dark, while the tissue that has many hydrogen atoms (such as fatty tissue) looks much brighter. By changing the timing of the radiowave pulses it is possible to gain information about the different types of tissues that are present.

An MRI scan is also able to provide clear pictures of parts of the body that are surrounded by bone tissue, so the technique is useful when examining the brain and spinal cord.

Because the MRI scan gives very detailed pictures it is the best technique when it comes to finding tumours (benign or malignant abnormal growths) in the brain. If a tumour is present the scan can also be used to find out if it has spread into nearby brain tissue.

The technique also allows us to focus on other details in the brain. For example, it makes it possible to see the strands of abnormal tissue that occur if someone has multiple sclerosis and it is possible to see changes occurring when there is bleeding in the brain, or find out if the brain tissue has suffered lack of oxygen after a stroke.

The MRI scan is also able to show both the heart and the large blood vessels in the surrounding tissue. This makes it possible to detect heart defects that have been building up since birth, as well as changes in the thickness of the muscles around the heart following a heart attack. The method can also be used to examine the joints, spine and sometimes the soft parts of your body such as the liver, kidneys and spleen.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 11:05 am | 0 comments
Sunday, June 18, 2006
After a long chit chatting with a friend in Yahoo Msgr, I'm off to bed at 3.30am. Then, bangun semula at 6.30am for subuh. Jgn main2 siap kejutkan org lain subuh tu. Kekekeke... Immediate after subuh, tidur semula..sampai 9.15am. Hurm...berapa jam tidur yea..coba kira jap:

3.30am to 6.30am = 3 hours
7.00am to 9.15am = 2 hours and 15 minutes

Total hrs of sleeping = 5 hours and 15 minutes.

Tadi bangun berasa cuuaaappeeekkk bangeetttt...mata ni berat amat.. hehehe..biasa la..rasa nak pejam terus aja. Lepas dah mandi...oke aja...i'm COOL. ;D

Now dah lapar...I don't care I want Domino Pizza today!!! No matter what. :p

Wassalam.

Posted by Lynn Ross at 10:28 am | 0 comments
Saturday, June 17, 2006

Garasi, hurmm..baru abis tgk siang tadi..kira oke aja la. Nak kata sedap mana..tidak la sangat. Cuma cerita ni cam tiru cerita org putih skit la. Ntah, anaa cam rasa pernah tgk aja satu film jalan cerita lebih kurang gitu. Cuma konsepnya bukan lah garasi sebagai tempat mereka praktis main muzik.

Tak yah la cite jln cerita dia gimana. I believe ramai org dah tgk cerita ini. Nak cerita pun buat bosan aja nanti. Tp, in this movie I like the wording in the Hilang song. Ntah..cam oke aja. Jangan dengar the lagu la..the way she sing the song like Cranberries. Tp, bila dah dgr banyak2 kali..oke juga. kekeke..dah mula tak betul dah otak ni..hehehe..

Oke la..nak comment banyak2 pun bukannya pandai sangat pun. Tengok aja la bagi siapa2 yang nak tau ceritanya gimana.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 6:11 pm | 0 comments
Dimanakah cinta sejati
Yang memberi ketenangan hati
Sampai kapan ku harus menanti
Kau pergi dan mungkin takkan kembali

Dan aku menangis, dan aku terluka, Bila?
Dan aku menangis, dan aku terluka , Bila?
Engkau menghilang?.

Kau pergi dariku, tinggalkanku
Lewati malam tanpa kasihmu
Ku rangkai kata, ku rangkai nada
Yang kuinginkan hanyalah cinta

Dan semua menghilang?..
Semua karena cinta kumenangis
Semua karena cinta kutertawa
Semua karena cinta, Semua karena cinta
Yang kau tinggalkan hanyalah luka

Dan semua menghilang
Posted by Lynn Ross at 1:02 pm | 0 comments
Friday, June 16, 2006


You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who'da believed that you were part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see, I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard leavin' your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you...
Posted by Lynn Ross at 11:46 pm | 0 comments

Setelah sekian lama download, finally, I've just watched this drama. Oke la..tak de la best sangat. Biasa aja. Bak kata org Indo "Cuman film kacangan". :))

Satu perkara yang anaa perhatikan, rata-rata film Indo kayak ini kurang sampai tahap puas anaa (as rakyat M'sia). Tak tau apsal. Tp, kalo cite Indo mmg diorangnya seram la. Sampai ni anaa tak berani nk tgk. Takut migrain! :)) So far yang oke from Indo sinetronnya. Itu gw suka banget!!! Dan lagu2 dari Indo..emang kereeeeeennnnnn!!!!

Kalau film/drama tgk M'sia punya lagi sedep!!!! Tapi, anaa masih nak tgk cerita-cerita dari seberang ni. He he he..bukannya apa, menambahkan vocab yang sedia ada dan nak belajar bahasa diorang. :) Itu ajahhhhh!!!! Gak punya maksud lain koq.

Ya udah dulu ya. Masih punya satu lagi film yang belum ditonton. Garasi. Kalo gw rajin gw comment lagi.

Wassalam

Posted by Lynn Ross at 8:06 pm | 0 comments
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Assalamualaikum,

Genap la 2 minggu anaa menunggu.....
Posted by Lynn Ross at 9:46 am | 0 comments
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Alhamdulillah...dah selesai dgn test!

Pagi tadi anaa terlambat..sbb jalan jem. Selalu tak camtu pun. Anaa tak tau kenapa...
Dah lah silap fakulti..aduhh..malu jap. :)) Anaa tercicir dibelakang. Orang lain dah mula....tp, masih ada a group yg baru nak mula.fuhh..selamat!

Before the test begin, I saw Ati my campus mate masa di Uniten dulu. Nasib baik ada kawan. Anaa tak sempat jawab last question. Tak cukup masa..

Abis exam..anaa ke dewan dgr the next test..have to wait for the turn..which my turn falls on 12.30..so, me, Ati and her cousin gi makan sat kat McDonald. Selesai kat sana..kami return back to UKM. My turn and Ati's turn tak sama..and disebabkan anaa terlambat..anaa tak dpt code card. Anaa hanya dpt the code only. So, re-check with the person in charge..turn anaa dipercepatkan sama dgn Ati's turn.Woohhoo...best giler. Syukur..

During the oral test..anaa rasa kelakar sbb kena rakam suara sendiri..hehehe..sedap juga eh..suara anaa dlm record tu..hehehe..tp, sengau skit plus control2..ekekkee.
Pastu, anaa ke dewan semula..utk summary test. Article pasal forest destruction. Kira oke la..anaa cepat2 jawab..dan tak sabar2 nak balik.

Sampe rumah, mop skit bilik...solat and makan...nyum! nyum! ;D
Tp, kenapa yea kepala sakit lagi...aduhh...urat kepala tegang ni.. ada unsur2 migrain ni.

Anyway, anaa tawakkal aja. Harap2 lulus dan kene panggil utk interview..

Wassalam
Posted by Lynn Ross at 3:01 pm | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum,
Morning!!! 06:40 AM.

Jap lagi anaa nak siap2 buat test. Venue di UKM, Bangi. Time, 9:00 AM. So, by 8:00 AM hafto berangkat. Mudah-mudahan testnya tak susah dan anaa boleh jawab dan pass la. Then I can proceed with the interview. Rumit betul proses.. Anyway, I'm still feel a little dizzy... Bila nak oke..tak tau la. Malas nak telan obat, lagipun dah habih obatnya.

Oh ya, regarding on the title above, hari ni hari yang ke - 13 sepi tanpa kabar. Masih sabar menanti. Wondering what is happening. I just make an assumption that the phone is missing or being stolen. Or dia dah tercampak kat mana2 area yg tak clear. Nak sedapkan hati sendiri aje tu...

That's it for now..to be continued, maybe after I came back from the test. And oh ya..wish me luck ya! Doa...pls...pls.. Amin. :))

Wassalam.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 6:43 am | 0 comments
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Assalamualaikum,

Eh...sakit jiwa jap. Dah abih type blog tadi..tiba2 dia hilang kesemuanya. Aduhhhh..

Anyway, re-type la skrg.

Esok anaa ada test...jadi hari ni kena study. Test kepintaran emosi & bahasa inggeris. Anaa tak tau apa yang dia nak tanya dlm test tu.. huhuhu.. siapa2 ada idea, kasi tau yea..

Cakap soal test...anaa, mandi pun belum nih. he he he..So, skrg anaa nak mandi + breakfast dan setelah itu baru nak studyyyyyy....uhhhhh....malesss nyaaaaa... ;p

Harap2 test esok pass la. Tolong2 doakan ya..kalo ada tips/idea tlg share sama. Trimsss!!!

Wassalam.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 9:39 am | 0 comments
Monday, June 12, 2006
Assalamualaikum,

Hari ini anaa merasa tertekan dikit. Termasuk hari ini, sudah 11 hari anaa tidak ketrima SMS dari seseorang. Aduhhhh.....gemes bangetttt nihhhhhh!!!!

Mana sih itu orang?? Sakit?? Airtime habis??? HP rosak??? No signal??? Penasaran anaa jadinya... ishh...

Apa kabarnya juga gak tau...come on...sms aq donkkkkkkk!!!!

p/s: bole tak type blog bahasa indo. sendiri aje paham kut...hahahaha..

Yang bener,
Aq yg gemes!!! ;p
Posted by Lynn Ross at 12:12 pm | 0 comments
Sunday, June 11, 2006

Setiap ada kamu..
mengapa jantungku ini
berdetak lebih kencang..
seperti genderang mau perang

Setiap ada kamu..
mengapa darahku
mengalir lebih cepat
Dari ujung kaki ke ujung kepala

Setiap ada kamu..
otak ku berpikir
bagaimana caranya
untuk berdua bersama kamu

AKU SEDANG INGIN BERCINTA KARENA
MUNGKIN ADA KAMU DISINI AKU INGIN...
Posted by Lynn Ross at 9:26 am | 0 comments
Friday, June 09, 2006
Alhamdulillah...this morning not so bad like yesterday, the day before and the rest of the of those day. I feel OK..more relax, calm, and neutral.Eventhough at first, I have a problem to sleep last night but..it ended nicely. :) I had a dream of my fav SIR...hehehe...but, I don't know what it's all about.

Hurmm..and now, I'm counting the days...the days of everything..too many to tell. Beside that, I'm now re-organise my future plan..yea..future plan.. what should I do first, what goes after that.. hopefully everything will sail smoothly. "Kita merancang ALLAH yang tentukan". If I manage to get what I plan..Alhamdulillah..if it's not, I believe there is something much better for me. ;D

One of my plan..I want to eat as much as I can...hahhaha..just wait and see if there's any changers of me. Hahaha..cam tak de aje..paling kuat muka aja akan tembam sikit. huhuhuhu

Till next time. Wassalam
Posted by Lynn Ross at 10:18 am | 0 comments
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Assalamu'alaikum,

Bismillahirrohmannirrohim...

Oouuhhh....lama amat tak jenguk and update blog ni. Salah satu sebabnya..anaa sakit la. Mudah sangat sakit skrg ni. Based on seorang dokter ni, katanya anaa lagi STRESS. Kenapa ya..yang paling FRAGILE, hati ni la. Mudah sangat nk tersentuh, nk menangis, nak marah ... cam orang sakit jiwa...mentally ill and perasaan pun tak tenang dan pikiran kacau.

Everyday, i'm trying to be as cool as I can. Tp, entahla...mudah aja dia bertukar mood dan feeling. Rasa cam nak marah kat diri sendiri pun ada nih. Tengok lah, sedangkan tengah menaip blog ni pun, urat kepala dah start stretch. Eeee...geramnya.. Astaghfirullah hal azim....dokter bilang tadi mungkin ada migrain. Hurmm...dah lama tak kena..skrg dtg balik.

Banyak dosa agaknya...aduhhhhh....harap2 by tonight I can recover it. Tak larat la hari2 nak teruskan hidup dalam keadaan serba tak kena.

Have to do EXTRA amal/solat lah tonight. O ALLAH forgive me and help me plsss..

That's it for now. Hope there's more to share by tomorrow and other coming days..
Wassalam.
Posted by Lynn Ross at 5:35 pm | 0 comments